tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73277714793073071822012-02-17T09:17:20.846+08:00@nOxyBiosi$我的生活...缺氧了...
生活的精彩，是幸福的一回事！！！
2008年的夏天，我害怕.拥有的寂寞...*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.comBlogger221100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-87914615632449589462008-09-13T18:17:00.003+08:002008-09-13T18:34:50.291+08:00tunnel vission...<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);font-family:lucida grande;" >...stopping here with my steps...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);font-family:lucida grande;" >i like the blue sky with rainbow but it is like nothing on earth...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);font-family:lucida grande;" >i always asking myself whether i have bad attitude for someone...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);font-family:lucida grande;" >dunno i m deceiving myself or wad...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);font-family:lucida grande;" >the ans always keep in same ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);font-family:lucida grande;" >haiz... i like myself so much actually.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);font-family:lucida grande;" >now no anything can cheer me up,<br />my heart so small ,it can't fill in much more of "cant"...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);font-family:lucida grande;" >damn bad in exam just now... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);font-family:lucida grande;" >damn boring on now...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);font-family:lucida grande;" >n further...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);font-family:lucida grande;" >damn regret in the future...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);font-family:lucida grande;" >haha...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);font-family:lucida grande;" >jeer...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-8791461563244958946?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-21772877112590317652008-08-26T02:26:00.004+08:002008-08-26T02:43:35.643+08:00i m small-minded ...<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">When u re busy... I m so free...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">When your heart is full with ambition and motivation... My heart is empty...Lonely stayed inside...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">when u cant accompany me, i will say "okay, nvm ..."</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">but actually i m mumbling...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Most of the time you know my feeling & gripe but when u free to console and fetch up me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Actually at that time i ll think that '' wad u do already too late & for me it is no need...And my deep heart already in antipathy and dispute."</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">So comparison always bring out unbalanced attitude...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">Haiz... Such a small- minded person m i?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">when i think wad is your needs and expectations...i lose myself...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">when i be myself... you will lose me one day...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-2177287711259031765?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-56449316564818255092008-08-26T01:56:00.003+08:002008-08-26T02:24:55.298+08:00放手... 放心...<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-family: lucida grande;">Can i ask for??? u know wad is called happiness?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-family: lucida grande;">Someone tell me that happiness is not putting on a smile when your heart is sad ; Real happiness is to smile when your heart is open for it!</span><br /></div>微笑 ,灿烂的笑容惹人喜爱... 水汪汪的大眼睛让人着迷，惹人怜...<br />是否兼备的人比较容易快乐？又或是已经高标准的人喜欢完美？要求甚高？<br />我不知道自己的标准，但我清楚我喜欢perfect...<br />这样的我，在朋友中，释放压力... 所以有时他们选择逃离。忽略!<br />这样的我，在家人中，承受压力... 因为你必须做得更好，才是我！<br />这样的我，在爱情中，隐藏压力...因为不要让你无奈。伤心，所以我得将我的介意，我的讨厌，藏得好好地... 不让你看见！<br />所以呢？这样的我... 想念海的清澈蔚蓝... 幻想温暖火红的阳光... 幽静的绿荫... 怡人的景色...<br />很多时候，我们无法做到完美无瑕，我们只能尽力而为 ;可是屏息间，我忘了问自己 "你想要的到底是什么？"...<br />手中握的，没有一样谁想失去。但是人们却不懂得珍惜...<br />但手中能握的却又只有那么少，有些时候，我们得放手，将它们记在心里...<br />放弃的，失去的，都一样在乎... 只是我无法拥有，它/他们并不属于我！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-5644931656481825509?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-36161490871019593452008-05-29T00:21:00.002+08:002008-05-29T00:29:06.690+08:00TransformatIoN...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/SD2HtPssNgI/AAAAAAAAAEs/WehB2s1bzKo/s1600-h/72mv2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/SD2HtPssNgI/AAAAAAAAAEs/WehB2s1bzKo/s200/72mv2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5205465955688003074" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">太多的<span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">关心</span>，太多的<span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">顾虑</span>，</span> <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">太多的<span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">保护</span>，太多的<span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">想法</span>， </span> <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">只会让爱情变质，</span> <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">为什么我们总是那么的小心翼翼?</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-3616149087101959345?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-38984500951701451532008-05-28T23:54:00.003+08:002008-05-29T00:20:00.533+08:00今天的我，你好吗？<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">我回来了！！！</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">好久好久都没有和自己对话了，很想念这种感觉...呵呵...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">最近的自己好像失了魂，或许是因为太“忙”了吧！</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">你知道吗？你已经变了。变得不会坚持不会争取...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">那是个很不好的现象吧！</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">我听别人说：最近的你开始很在乎，很依赖，是吗？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">....“是吧！”....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">你给我的答案，或许我并不一定能理解，但我知道那是你的一场考验...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">给你和给他的考验...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">其实很不错的！决定了就去做，只要告诉自己不管怎样，只要自己承担得起！</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">别人都说我好奇心很强, 这一点其实我知道...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">想懂，想知道，但并不一定懂了就开心，知道了就满足...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">都说了嘛！{ 人类是最难搞的动物}...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">所以我常常会胡思乱想, 说我消极也好，悲观也罢。它是个改不了的坏习惯！</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">其实我的内心常常充满恐惧，我很彷徨...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">别人说：向别人宣泄是最好和最快速的消除恐惧的方法...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">但这个方法我一直无法使用...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">我不知道如何开口，如何吐个痛快，如何表达...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">试问自己，真的有那么难吗？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">......................</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">所以我习惯了对自己发脾气，看自己的眼泪，看脆弱的自己，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">.......然后继续..... 循环.......</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">我想也没有不好吧！呵呵...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">就这样...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">今天的我，你好吗？</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-3898450095170145153?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-25576901163839598252008-04-17T22:40:00.005+08:002008-04-17T23:06:06.853+08:00Meals<div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/SAdjG-BvjfI/AAAAAAAAAEk/bCaH_1oPYTg/s1600-h/Meal.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/SAdjG-BvjfI/AAAAAAAAAEk/bCaH_1oPYTg/s200/Meal.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5190226066948460018" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Thx for ur meals...<br />Touch with ur motivation and effort...<br />I know even u tired u stil willing to do so...<br />... 辛苦你了...<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">p/s: 或许我真的自私，习惯了接受... 不过，习惯也会变的...hehe ...</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-2557690116383959825?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-24183263564692161162008-04-12T01:43:00.003+08:002008-04-12T02:06:23.975+08:00不是在怪你，我只想说...<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">脾气，我控制不了，但我真的在控制...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">常常告诉自己，" 换个角度想吧！"</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">但这招有时真的行不通...我快要爆炸了！#BooM...#</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">刚才，我真的有点生气，但是我控制着...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">不知道是我不够了解你?还是...我真的不会安慰人?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">为什么你每一次心情不好时，都让我觉得陌生...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">而我又害怕告诉了你，下一次当你心情不好时，你就会避开我...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">所以我... 不知道该怎么办？或许你会说，我并不需要做些什么吧...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">但是我就是做不到，置之不理的不做些什么...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">有时觉得，自己很不应该...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">有时觉得，就该这样的，为什么不行，不可...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">有时觉得，自己太好哄了，难到只是渴望关心？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">亦或是我清楚地知道自己是该适可而止吧！</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> 人的心生病了...</span><br />我的心很空...<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-2418326356469216116?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-76394130497052401552008-04-11T16:29:00.008+08:002008-04-11T22:03:16.368+08:00ReceNtly<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R_8h2xvi6XI/AAAAAAAAADk/mC57yl-OWx4/s1600-h/My+creative+bd+card.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 239px; height: 125px;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R_8h2xvi6XI/AAAAAAAAADk/mC57yl-OWx4/s200/My+creative+bd+card.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5187902520703510898" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我亲手制作的生日卡</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">能将祝福传递</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">to ApriL Babies</span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R_8jXRvi6YI/AAAAAAAAADs/dXZ7kFCtOZ8/s1600-h/hm+gift.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R_8jXRvi6YI/AAAAAAAAADs/dXZ7kFCtOZ8/s200/hm+gift.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5187904178560887170" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">一份特别的礼物给特别的朋友 〉〉〉慧敏...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">21 份小礼物</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">21 声祝福</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">21 份快乐.幸福.健康.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">当然是不够的啦！</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R_8mxBvi6aI/AAAAAAAAAD8/CFreFo30SX0/s1600-h/DSC03568e.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R_8mxBvi6aI/AAAAAAAAAD8/CFreFo30SX0/s200/DSC03568e.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5187907919477402018" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">这是一个'笨蛋'送我的手表...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Haha...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">两只表相映着一样的分针与秒针</span><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">''U will beside me alw</span>''<br /></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><br /></span><a style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R_8qDRvi6bI/AAAAAAAAAEE/PA6Mmn73j4U/s1600-h/re.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 161px;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R_8qDRvi6bI/AAAAAAAAAEE/PA6Mmn73j4U/s200/re.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5187911531544897970" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">一家人一起逛CS</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">很开心。很难忘。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">"Hope v can together like tat alw"</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-7639413049705240155?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-15265911383006681772008-04-09T12:43:00.002+08:002008-04-09T13:33:24.156+08:00^^<span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">又生病了！是怎么搞的？我的免疫力失灵了吗？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">真是个循环Y...嗯，可说是周而复始!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">上个礼拜，有好多朋友生日哦！ 所以呢都在祝福声中度过...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">PM...看了你的blog，想和你说一声，不用客气neh,呵呵！</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">HM...我知道你已从sad turn to happy le... ，或许越是期待总让人越容易失落吧！你要一直开心快乐哦！</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">回了趟JB，该做的事都没做 ； 不该做的倒是作了一大堆，哈哈...（可不要想歪了!)</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">不过，这几天在JB还蛮开心的，一家人出门逛逛，那么地随心所欲...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">快乐与幸福简单化了，那可是我期盼好久好久的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">觉得自己就像个小孩，在填补心灵上的不足。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">总而言之，那天片刻的我真的很幸福，而这片刻会在心里落地生更，让我回味！..^^..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">... ... ... ... MY LOVE WILL GET YOU HOME ... ... ... ...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-1526591138300668177?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-74522266708537072222008-03-31T14:46:00.004+08:002008-03-31T15:14:40.978+08:00入口。。。<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R_CJvpRMwAI/AAAAAAAAACw/xWGmqLMoe6k/s1600-h/w.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 250px; height: 144px;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R_CJvpRMwAI/AAAAAAAAACw/xWGmqLMoe6k/s200/w.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5183794622728290306" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">一直走，是否就能到永远？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">入口。。。出口。。。 </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">穿越了无数次，或许得到了什么？或许失去了什么？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">一直走，是否就能到永远？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">永远离我太遥远，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我只知道，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">一直走，就会有希望。。。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-7452226670853707222?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-88632793854090552972008-03-11T02:00:00.000+08:002008-03-11T02:25:03.378+08:00r@inBow...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R9V7kOaY6dI/AAAAAAAAABc/UkjrpRpNpbg/s1600-h/rainbow+mix.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 423px; height: 110px;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R9V7kOaY6dI/AAAAAAAAABc/UkjrpRpNpbg/s200/rainbow+mix.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5176179209006541266" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">喜欢彩虹，喜欢它的缤纷。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">rEd</span>... <span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">orAngE</span>...yEllow...<span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">grEen</span>...<span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">blUe</span>...<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 102);">IndIgo</span>...<span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">viOlet</span>...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">梦想着，带我的家人欣赏这世界每一角的彩虹。。。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-8863279385409055297?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-20976727046287910422008-03-11T00:37:00.000+08:002008-03-11T01:53:12.694+08:00。在爱中缺氧 。<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R9VkneaY6cI/AAAAAAAAABU/7rybQPhDq1U/s1600-h/020408-MACM1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 358px; height: 34px;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R9VkneaY6cI/AAAAAAAAABU/7rybQPhDq1U/s200/020408-MACM1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5176153976073677250" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">回忆在时间里沉淀，时间在回忆里消散...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">人们所谓的爱情？是不是只是解决孤单的一种生活方式？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">对我来说，<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">爱情会让人窒息缺氧... 也会让人瞬间成长，瞬间遗忘 ...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">有时候，我多么渴望自己是个单细胞动物，因为他们 没有神经系统,没有反射功能...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">那样，我就不会产生无穷无尽的反射性思考... 神经线也不会纠缠不清，难分难舍...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">其实，我是个超需要安全感的人，但是我却讨厌被人保护的感觉...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">从小到大都会这样，我越是需要，越想得到的东西，我就会越抗拒，@@''...超质疑自己到底是什么心态啊？矛盾的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">如果爱情会让人缺氧，那么它一定注入了“真心”的元素，它属正值 ...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">但偶尔也会有负值出现的时候。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">真心往往会变成不小心，不小心让它变了质，不过这变质腐化的过程中，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">我懂得更多，也更了解你。。。如果我们的爱情少了这样的过程，我觉得它只是个空壳...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">老实说，你真的有问不完的问题，而我有说不出的答案和理由。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">这样的极端让我们有很多的不耐烦与无可奈何...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">知道天空的颜色吗？ 天空并不总是晴空灿烂，万里无云的。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">当云彩开始改变成自己想要的颜色时，天气和心情就会出现变化...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">是着凉感冒？还是心旷神怡？就要看我们是否能够理解 和把握。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">要留住云彩的颜色，就需要对天空的理解，对云彩的热爱，与对乌云的包容...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">这，可是一门学问了！ 哈哈...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">所以，不要再觉得抱歉了...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-2097672704628791042?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-35302324328568891602008-03-10T23:07:00.000+08:002008-03-11T19:14:50.440+08:00HaPpy BirtHdAy to Zan zAn...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R9VgO-aY6bI/AAAAAAAAABM/BG5l8BSJDDs/s1600-h/shengrikuaile.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 186px; height: 147px;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R9VgO-aY6bI/AAAAAAAAABM/BG5l8BSJDDs/s200/shengrikuaile.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5176149157120371122" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204); font-weight: bold;font-family:courier new;font-size:130%;" > Ah Zan...</span><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">" Happy birthday to you,</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"> Happy birthday to you,</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"> Happy birthday to~~~~ you~~~,</span> <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"> Happy birthday to you~!!! "</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"></span></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">谢谢你的纸条哦！我是没有烦恼的阿烦哦！呵呵。。。你要我改叫我男朋友阿烦啊？他可不适合了叻。。。但他是有潜质的！Hahaha... 我当然超喜欢你啦！虽然你很烦，很吵，还阻止我唱歌。。。真是可恶的说。。。HeNg。。。Anyway,如果你得空就常来我们这个"女生宿舍"3838。 8。。。我们就不会酱空虚了。。。你虽然可恶，但还是得</span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"></span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);font-size:130%;" ><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">..</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">快乐</span></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >...健康</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >...幸福。。。</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >哦！！！</span><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-3530232432856889160?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-89223289929064218092008-02-14T09:59:00.000+08:002008-02-14T10:01:49.164+08:00@#$%^@#$%^@^%$#我说：“我讨厌自己讨厌到不行！！！”<br />连呼吸都没有勇气。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-8922328992906421809?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-60758715043263796562008-02-14T09:22:00.000+08:002008-02-14T09:45:03.661+08:00心是蓝色的。。。怎么办？<br />我的生活乱了。。。<br />原来脚步在一开始出了错就该警戒，但我以为我承担得起所以就能无所谓。。。<br />今年的新年，有种感觉很空虚，将自己放置在一个不属于自己的空间。。。<br />那样的感觉让我很害怕。。。<br />也让我满怀期待想分享幸福与快乐的喜悦，湿了一地。。。<br />你知道吗？从你嘴中我只想听到一句支持的话，但是重来没有。。。<br />说真的，我是难过的。。。<br />乱了的步伐，我以为他就该乱的。。。因为， 不属于我。。。<br />现在呢？<br />当我以为我不需要你的赞同都可以过得很好的时候，<br />我才发现我在自欺欺人。。。<br />我该怎么办？<br />我不懂得面对，接受， 释怀。。。<br />失去了一个个的位置，那是被爱与幸福该在的位置。。。<br />心是蓝色的。。。<br />因为。。。<br />“蓝色“。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-6075871504326379656?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-63172696301735309912008-01-27T09:39:00.000+08:002008-01-27T10:00:54.256+08:00失恋杂志说<div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R5viYfAWLyI/AAAAAAAAABE/K7dPp1QfiFY/s1600-h/images1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R5viYfAWLyI/AAAAAAAAABE/K7dPp1QfiFY/s320/images1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5159966708350725922" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"><br />失恋杂志告诉我...</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"> <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"> <span style="font-weight: bold;"> “</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">幸福的</span><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">滋味</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">，</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">我不懂</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">！</span></span></span><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"> 累了的我只想休息...</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-6317269630173530991?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-78637709381932174102008-01-27T01:30:00.000+08:002008-01-27T01:43:41.510+08:00就这样。<span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">怎么办？心脏又会痛了。。。隐隐作痛的感觉很不好受。。</span>。<br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">无法表达的感觉更不好受，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">或许我可以忍，可以把它当成一种习惯。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">但是它是一个警戒，一个提醒。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">是时候，该好好的照顾好自己了！！！</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">多么地不想让大家担心，多么地不想造成别人的负担。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">少了担心，少了关心。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">或许我会好过一点。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">那就这样吧！</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-7863770938193217410?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-6572256853462279562008-01-25T17:49:00.000+08:002008-01-25T18:10:15.303+08:00我不懂， 纸飞机。。。<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">嗯，<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">回忆起我的小时候。。。</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">小时候？？？总觉得大人的世界很大，天空很<span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">蔚蓝</span>。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">小时候的天空是蓝色的。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">s</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">ky-blue</span>...上色时，也总会自然地涂上<span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">蓝色</span>。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">小时候的我， </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">简单自然。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">而孤单的我总会为自己制造玩伴。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">他，不会说话，不用吃饭，更不会被妈妈折骂。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">所以我总是羡慕着他。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">总觉得，总有一天他能带我飞向我想要的世界，属于我的世界。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">所以我总会用心的，将他折好，然后放在手心，单手举起，一挥，将他抛掷空中，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">然后看着他，高高的飞起，轻轻的坠下。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">他的起点与终点都被我掌控着。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">是多么的真实，踏实。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">回忆起我的小时候，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">纸飞机的折法。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">然而，长大了，我知道天空并不属于蓝色。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">纸飞机终究不可能带我去到我要的世界，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">所以纸飞机的折法，我忘了，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">那最简单的快乐与幸福，我也忘了。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">回忆起我的小时候。。</span>。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-657225685346227956?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-13359497097637007102008-01-20T10:15:00.000+08:002008-01-20T11:03:23.447+08:002008 了。。。<blockquote></blockquote><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">又回到这里。。。</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">这里是我逃避的城市。。。</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">多么的自私，多么的忘我，多么的放纵。。。</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">还以为可以骗自己很久很久，原来我不能。。。</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">空虚感，罪恶感，厌恶感。。。袭身。。。</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">好想就这样，放弃原来的自己！！！</span><br /></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">哈哈。。。太不正常的我让我开始不习惯这样的自己，所以放心吧！我还是我，重来就没有变过，只是你不知道很多时候，人就像一块冰一样，它随着周遭的情况改变。。。冰溶化成水，水凝固成冰。。。过程不一样但都只是个循环。。。就像我的心情，随着人与事在转变着。。。最终还是会回到原点。。。所以咯。。。我说：我还是我啊！呵呵。。。</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">2008 年了，很快的，今年有好多人过二十一岁生日，真的老了，不小了。。。哈哈。。。超不想的说。。。我爸也多了一岁了，越来越承担不起那须靠体力的工作，很多时候我真的很担心。。。但也知道自己好无能为力。。。嗯。。。如果我能聪明一点，就能够有能力赚多点钱维持家里的支出吧！但我很清楚这一点我做不到。你们知道吗？人的野心真的很大，或许可以说可以因而不折手断吧！但当自己过不了那关，使不出卑鄙的手段时，那才痛苦！！！所以啊，我很佩服那种靠耍点手段fulfill desire 的人。。。虽然现在的我做不到，但这点我似乎蛮有潜力了。。。哈哈。。。惨了咯！！！</span><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman;">嗯。。。如果我可以再漂亮一点那也不错，那就能如我所愿找个有钱人快点结婚。。。（呵呵，抄小路了）哈哈。。。放心吧，不管怎样，我会努力的，至少不会对不起自己。。。</span><br /></span><div style="text-align: center; font-family: times new roman; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><span style="font-size:100%;"> <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> <span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">2008。01。15 </span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 204);"> 爸，生日快乐。。。身体健康。。。</span><br /></span></div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-1335949709763700710?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-48099493639862651352007-12-16T10:50:00.000+08:002007-12-16T11:06:48.843+08:00习惯<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">心情怪怪的...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">真的讨厌面对真实的自己，所以逃避成了我最大的习惯！</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了早上睡醒刷牙，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了把全部的衣服搬出来烫一遍，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了打电话听你们的声音，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了上网聊天，即使互不相识，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了花钱麻醉自己，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了自欺欺人，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了逃离应该属于我的世界，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了反复思考，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了生闷气，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了搞自闭，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了付出，虽然不一定有回报，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了不睡觉，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了发呆，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">习惯了很多很多。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">但原来，我最不习惯的是...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">对自己好一点。。。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-4809949363986265135?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-85306793632177901232007-12-14T00:48:00.001+08:002007-12-14T01:33:28.190+08:00彩虹<div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R2Fs1A4prkI/AAAAAAAAAAo/OlVK7K4qclQ/s1600-h/jh.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_oHZQ-BnGCEo/R2Fs1A4prkI/AAAAAAAAAAo/OlVK7K4qclQ/s320/jh.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5143511907460296258" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="text-decoration: underline;"></span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">水滴之所以清晰透明，是因为纯净的心没有一丝杂念...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">然而，披上七彩袈裟的水滴...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">红，橙，蓝，绿，黄，靛，紫的。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">透过它我看到了绚丽的世界...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">“你说透过我的世界你看到了七种颜色...”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">而你却不知道透过你的世界我只看到灰色的倒影，那里，暗淡无光...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">而终于...我逃离了！</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">我只想说：彩虹的出现是美丽的，只是它消失即逝。。。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-8530679363217790123?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7327771479307307182.post-51883448084680511002007-12-13T23:45:00.000+08:002007-12-14T00:11:09.858+08:00找不到，也回不去。。。钢琴上的琴键，不断地跳动着，<br />熟悉的旋律回旋在封闭的空间，<br />音乐再优美，音符在跳动，<br />也谱不出属于我的旋律。。。<br />我试着寻找，<br />但。。。最后我似乎懂了，<br />不属于我的，<br />即使拼命地将他们拼筹成一手乐章，<br />空洞的旋律仍旧无法回到。。。<br />曾经。。。那记忆的横切面！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7327771479307307182-5188344808468051100?l=yvetteqin.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>*晴熙*http://www.blogger.com/profile/17676941564970480366noreply@blogger.com0